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Inside Me
03:17
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I’ve been waiting, but its no use
Feel Im fading and Im confused
I can't find the happiness I know exist
Try to reach out, find my anger
When I speak out, I feel stranger
Try to open myself in ways I don't understand
Help me to see
Whats inside me
Make it clearer
Whats inside me
Try to find myself at peace
Reach for something I just can't reach
Am I fooling myself once again
Falling so hard, Just to lose in the end
never will I see what lies ahead for me
Blinded by the power thats so deep you can't see
I clutch on to a thread of a dream
Bonded by honesty
Help me to see
Whats inside me
Make it clearer
whats inside me
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2. |
Killing Me Inside
04:03
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Time goes by so fast, like a blink of an eye.
Every second you live. A part of you will die.
No control over what you are and what is real
You make decisions based off of life’s little ferry tales
Can I tell you a story or two, and I hope you’ll understand
Ya get nothing for nothing in the end.
Can’t think can’t sleep cant do anything
Cant fight cant cry, I don’t want you by my side
cant morn anymore, how much more can I absorb
This fighting is killing me, killing me inside.
The rise and fall of this world is sitting on display
Too many nightmares and my brain has gone insane
Try to see the world through my obstructed view
So many heartaches and they all come back to you,
The road is long and never ending
You hit some pot holes along the way
Stumbling your way through life, then you find out theres a price
And the price is way to steep to pay.
Can’t think can’t sleep cant do anything
Cant fight cant cry, I don’t want you by my side
cant morn anymore, how much more can I absorb
This fighting is killing me, killing me inside.
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3. |
Dragons Burn
03:08
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Sitting around with my thoughts in the clouds.
My head gets clearer every day
It's hard to see with so much misery
I just can’t find another way
The easy way is hard to rationalize
No one knows just what I see
Friends that are strangers and passersby
Don’t want nothing to do with me
Can’t you see what you mean to me
Now you’re throwing it all away
Desire burns and the itch is learned
To light the fire in your veins
Talking to yourself
Trying to get some help
I can’t hear myself
I can’t help myself
Crying in my sleep
Don’t know what to think
Fighting for my life
Dying for my life
Can’t you see what you mean to me
Now you’re throwing it all away
Desire burns and the itch is learned
To light the fire in your veins
In your veins
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4. |
Hollow
03:32
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Its better to let you go
Finding out the hard way
It’s hard to hold on to
A place I knew so well
Everything keeps changing
Sometimes I can’t find my way home
Still there, but lost in your eyes
Everyday a part of me dies.
Wake up my life’s hollow
My vision’s gone of what I want to see
And everyday I still follow
This road that brought me to this place I see.
Can I walk away
Can I leave this whole thing all behind
Doesn’t matter what you say
Or the things you think you’ll find
I hope someday you find it
Can’t hide the pain
Walk alone in silence
Only have yourself to blame
Wake up my life’s hollow
My vision’s gone of what I want to see
And everyday I still follow
This road that brought me to this place I see
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5. |
Stay
03:40
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I know we’ve seen each other around
I always see you on the wrong side of town
Our eyes make contact and it's much too late
Our feeling start and then dissipate
I don’t know what to say, it's always in my head
I keep falling faster, so many things unsaid
People always try to bring us down
If they saw the way we get around
There would be no doubt for their dismay
All the others are jealous, just get out of our way
We owe it to ourselves, this only happens when it's real
You can’t fight this back, you know I never will
We can’t change the way we're holding this inside tonight
It’s too late for tomorrow, it's too late for goodbyes
It’s too late to say I’m sorry, but you gotta see I’ve tried
I don’t care about tomorrow, 'cause I want you here today
Please say that you’ll stay
It’s too late for tomorrow, it's too late for goodbyes
It’s too late to say I’m sorry, but you gotta see I’ve tried
I don’t care about tomorrow, 'cause I want you here today
Please say that you’ll stay
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6. |
Just A Game
05:24
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You weren’t young at heart
You were young from the start, never held back, taking chances
See your way on through, there's nothing you can’t do
And when the fire makes a spark, it consumes you
Every day looking for another way
Just to make it through another day
Fight the pain, and you feel insane
And that moment their lives will change
Troubled times, happy face
Keep it all together, you're out of place
Never hoped for this final day
Would take you by surprise
And realize.. it's just a game
It's just a game
It's just a game
Push you every day
Nothing makes you want to stay, what's the point, what's the reason?
Try to hold on tight, It's just another night
And try to make it through this mad season
Troubled times, happy face, keep it all together, you're out of place
Troubled times, happy face, keep it all together, you're out of place
Troubled times, happy face, keep it all together, you're out of place
Never hoped for this final day to take you by surprise
It's just a game
It's just a game
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7. |
Black Light Flurry
04:09
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Where are we now, it seems so cold
All these places and faces and traces of where we called home
But still the night never ends
Because all the people around us in life pretend to be friends
I see the light, it's up ahead
So many shadows are walking through hallways that have no end
Why can’t they see what's going on
They can’t see eye-to-eye and can’t get along, oh no
Black light flurry is in the sky
Trying to change each others minds
Some people just can’t forget the past
Reliving our history and we're fading fast
Back and forth, there is no end
We gotta teach each other that this world has got a plan
To young to see, too old to care
Can’t see eye-to-eye without spreading fear, oh no
Black light flurry is in the sky
Trying to change each others minds
Some people just can’t forget the past
Reliving our history and were fading fast
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8. |
Belong
04:40
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Wake up every morning with this aching head, I don’t want it
I wash my hands of this every time I resist, I can’t fight it
You can make it all better again
Make me free, make me whole again and again
Are you for real, should I hesitate?
What I feel is what I know, and what I know is what I hate
You can make all my dreams come true
From inside, you hide the lies that make my nightmares come true.
The sun is shinning bright through a darkened light, that I’ll see you
You think I’m falling behind cause I'm losing time, but I need you
You can make it all better again
Make me free, make me whole again and again
Are you for real, should I hesitate?
What I feel is what I know, and what I know is what I hate
You can make all my dreams come true
From inside, you hide the lies that make my nightmares come true
Can’t you see there's no one around, don’t you feel alone
Every time you close your eyes, you're back at home
But your reality is so far gone, you can’t even think where you belong
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9. |
Until The Next Time
03:45
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I can’t imagine how scared you must feel
Everyday like a spinning wheel
You used to know this place and everyone here
But now a days, You just sit there and stare
It’s hard to know what your feeling inside so many times
I just want to cry
I remember walking together, walking hand and hand
I thought forever meant forever until the end
But I see you fading away from my own fading life
Together, Forever, Until the end of time
Round and round you go, its never very clear
If your smiling out of love or out of fear
Your mind is racing and no one seems to care
You gotta get a grip, gotta hold on tight
Gotta face all your demons that come out at night
Don’t want to face them anymore, anymore, anymore.
I remember walking together, walking hand and hand
I thought forever meant forever until the end
But I see you fading away from my own fading life
Together, Forever, Until the end of time
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The End
03:51
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It was cold and dark, I heard these voices in my head
They said you cannot win, because you're dead
People come and people go, don’t you know
To be trapped in a world in which you're never going home
Think about everything that's gone, you’ll never see it again
Because the battle could not be won
You had to face the end
You try and try but are never satisfied
Can’t stop the walls from building up inside
I hear the screams from the tired and weak before me
Twisted visions of my youth are all I ever see
Think about everything that's gone, you’ll never see it again
Because the battle could not be won
You had to face the end
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11. |
Cardboard Dream House
03:32
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Walking alone in his life
I don’t know what brings tomorrow
Endless days of endless fright
Can’t you see it in my eyes?
I don’t want to see tomorrow
Every day is just a test
Fight for food and all the rest
Try to make it day by day
In the end, you're gonna stay
In the place that you call home
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I've watched my own suicide
From the sidelines of my mind
I didn't even know I was depressed
Thats what happens when you start to rest.
Too much thinking. Too much time.
Nowhere to go. Nowhere to hide.
A simple pause is all it takes
You lose your mind and it starts to break..
I can't stop losing my mind
I live in fear for the time
To many questions to ask
Can't run away from the past
I see the truth in your eyes
It makes me feel paralyzed
Can't wake up, can't break this dream.
Can't stop this pain. I want to scream.
How many people have to hide.
For their thoughts are their’s
But made a crime.
If your beliefs are thrown away.
Can't tell the truth ,in this modern day.
Don't know what's real, nothing makes sense.
In this world of lies, there's no relevance.
Getting closer every day , you feel the fire, you feel the flame.
This dream is a nightmare .The flames getting higher.
See every day pass away.
Another tomorrows gone from yesterday.
Can't see the end. Can't see the light.
Funeral of a nation is in our sight.
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Cardboard Dream House New Haven, Connecticut
Cardboard Dream House embark on a new EP titled 'Funeral of a nation" out now on all streaming platforms and CD With a new
line up of Mike Brandon (Drums) Andrew Nave (Bass) and Stevie Bagz (Guitar) along with long time member Lydia Arachne (Keyboards) and founding member Bobby Roberts (Vocals/Guitar).
Cardboard Dream House is an all original Rock band from Connecticut.
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